What words that you find yourself usually using in times of trouble, hardship and temptation in your life?

Is it “Take Me Out, Lord”?

This is exactly what I have been asking God for a couple of weeks. I was struggling with Devil who attacked me in my weakest point. I am a kind of very emotional person, emotional struggling seems to more harder to endure (for me). I cried to God many times to take me out of this situation. I cried and cried to the Lord.

God revealed His word to me through my Youth leader who said ” Revelation in every situation”. I began to think what God is trying to reveal in this stuation? And I found the answer here Ephesians 6:10 ” Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.”Amazingly, God did take me out of the situation not by putting me away of it, but by providing me a strength to endure. To be strong in HIM…in everything. One of my very good friend wrote to me “Keep keeping on, for His glory - His strength shows strong when we feel our weakest.”

Now God has changed my prayer, is no longer of self-pity and crying for escape. He turns it to be a strong prayer, prayer to endure, to suffer, to sacrifice and just to depend on HIM alone.

As Paul says in 2 Corinthians 2:10, “That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when Iamweak, then I am strong.”

Its a great satisfaction when we have someone beside us to share our problem, but it reaches the richest the fulfilment of a soul when their is someone who can understand us better than ourselves. Of course in the oneness of christ, who actually act as mirror in which we can see our naked ‘ME’.

Yes my dear friends I am talking about a ’soul mate’ with whom we can pray together, share what God teaches us everyday, lift up each other needs in praying and most important having a same purpose to serve Jesus. So I really thank Jesusfrom the deepest core of my heart for giving me a friend like Sis.Gospel. She is indeed, my all time precious gift which i have earn from God.

So let us ask God for a trusted person to keep us accountable to grow in Christ.

“Two are better than one, because together they can work more effectively. If one of them falls down, the other can help him up. Two people can resist and attack that would defeat one person alone.A rope made of three chords is hard to break”(Ecclesiastes 4:9)

Since Jesus changed my life from upside down, from old creature to new creature and called me his BEST friend, I can’t stop myself from praising, loving, thanking and dancing for HIM. I am a DANCER for Jesus. I love to dance, praise and worship HIM.

I was baptized in 15 years and received Holy spirit (speaking in tongue) in 20. God filled my heart and my mouth in such a miracle ways that I spoke in tongue and move my body like a mad. Jumping, shouting and dancing all over our church floor. It was the MOST memorable and wonderful experience in my life I ever felt. But since then God renew the joy in me everyday..The more I praise, the more He become adorable. I feel like an angels dance around me when I dance for HIM. So I’ll keep on dancing, praising and worshiping HIM as long as He give me strength.

Hebrews 6:6 (New International Version) - if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.

Last Sunday, Sis. Deepa was our worship leader during our service. There was a sentence which she said which really touch my heart, “Are we going to crucify Jesus over and over again?” I kept thinking about this sentence for the whole week. I think God just want to remind us to live in the way that God wants to us live.

Sometimes we may be forget to live in the live which Jesus has shown us. But little do we know that when we sin, we are crucifying Jesus in our live again.

Let us live according to the Words of God, in this way… we can glorify God in our lives.